I shared the following in a YouVersion plan conversation, responding to the instruction, “Describe a time you have let fear or fatigue rather than God’s promises shape an experience.”
“I could share many times when God’s word has shaped my thoughts, actions, steps to trust Him and walk by faith, but I guess the area I struggle with most is my sense of security in group relationships. I do okay one on one with people, but I feel like an outsider in group situations. Getting a hold on God’s promises that overcome a spirit of rejection and insecurity is my biggest challenge.”
Thinking on this, I remember the experience of our neighbor inviting me to join her church ladies for fellowship time at her house. It was answered prayer for a season in life when I needed time with other ladies. So the invite was from God through Donna. I knew that, and by God’s grace, I was relaxed and peaceful, enjoying every minute of it.
Thinking on that, it dawns on me: believing the providence of God, that He directs my steps, isn’t every encounter an invite from God to relationship with those I meet along the way, whether one on one or in a group? Shouldn’t that welcome mat be sufficient for me to relax and be the me He invited to that moment in time?
When God calls us to a situation, it’s because He has placed in us qualities and characteristics, gifts and abilities, skills and experience necessary for the encounter. I can trust Him who is my sufficiency. No matter the response of others, if God steps me into it, I am not rejected, I am invited. He is my secure passage. Help me possess this truth, Father.