Grief can darken our understanding of the ways of God and the truth of His care for us. This darkness is dangerous for our relationship with God and can pull us out of His will as the dullness of the light in us makes us feel our inability to be light for others. Recognizing the darkness, refusing its rule over life, and trusting God’s light to reveal to us our path to healing is vital in times of grief that brings the veil of shadow to our hearts. I pray God’s light for our need so we can truly be His light in the land of our living.
May the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart please and bless You, my God. Whether in eating or drinking or in whatever I do, I pray it glorifies You, for You are God most High, worthy of all glory and honor.
In all I do, whether in spoken or written word, or through the giving of thanks through Lord Jesus to You, my Father, let it be done in obedience and truth to the glory of your name and the edification of those in my midst. Make all the works of my hands accomplish Your purpose. With Your word as a lamp to my feet and a light to my path, make my feet the lovely bearers of the good news concerning Jesus, to the glory of Your name and the good of all who hear. This I pray, in Jesus, amen.
Father, thank You for this new journey You have me on that is definitely stretching and putting my faith to the test. And thank You for the original language study You have me in that warns me today about fainting – losing faith, falling to despondency in fear.
Our nemesis to faith is fear. The sensation of that evil pounding on the walls of my faith in this journey has been frequent, with increasing fervor. Thank You for reminding me today that You are sovereign. You know best and are good. Your plan, will, way, and purpose is perfect. I can and must trust You. It is the only safe path through this life in these evil days.
Forgive my leaning toward the temptation to give self to the fear that is wanting residency in my life, with desire meant to cause me to back away from all You are doing. I choose to stand by faith that fully trusts You and press forward in the strength You supply. In Jesus, amen.
“For all things are for your sakes, that grace, having spread through the many, may cause thanksgiving to abound to the glory of God. Therefore we do not lose heart. Even though our outward man is perishing, yet the inward man is being renewed day by day.” – II Corinthians 4:15-16 NKJV
“The one who does not love does not know God, for God is love.” – 1 John 4:8 NASB1995
““God is love” is not an old saw, it is biblical affirmation. It does not depersonalize the Almighty by replacing Him with an idea or an emotion. To the contrary, it defines His nature.
““God is love” says that anything and everything that answers to the finest qualities of true love flows from Him. He is the source of all real love. He is also the judge of all that would call itself love and by its counterfeit seek to deceive minds and destroy hearts.
“What is His call to us? “Beloved, if God so loved us, we also ought to love one another” (1 John 4:11).” (Jack Hayford)
There is very little that I have read from Jack Hayford that I cannot stand in agreement with. Disagreement does not necessarily mean that we cannot walk together and encourage one another in the truth of God. It is opportunity for us to grow together as iron sharpens iron.
God knows that we will not understand the fullness of His truth this side of standing face to face with Him. His thoughts are higher than our thoughts, and His ways than our ways (Isaiah 55:9). As we who follow Christ grow, we can help one another to find truth and unity in our understanding through love that practices patience and overcomes obstacles. It is a journey we are all on as we seek after God.
Disunity is not God‘s desire for His people. He expects us to sit down together and discover His truth. The fellowship of believers is vital to our maturity and to unity of the Faith. May we be found faithful in that task.
Father, thank You so very much that You grow us through Your Word, line upon line, day by day, and step by step as we continually seek after You. Deliver us from every falsehood, and lead us to fullness of truth as You continually perfect us until the day of Christ. And as we grow, may the walls of division be toppled as unity of love prevails and truth wins out. In Jesus, amen.
We left things last post at “So, Darlene,” you ask, “what brought you to the question at hand, “Is ‘legalism’ a manmade philosophy?””
I’ve always been told that the fellowship of believers known as the Church of Christ is a legalistic group, requiring obedience as part of salvation. I can see where one might think that. But as I study with them, the thing I find more true is their extreme emphasis on the proof of salvation seen in Christ’s words: “If you love Me, you will keep My commandments” (John 14:15). Obedience is required and proves our love of God and His ways. We should all give “extreme emphasis” to this act of love for God that reveals we have come to know Him.
“We have come to know and have believed the love which God has for us. God is love, and the one who abides in love abides in God, and God abides in him. By this, love is perfected with us, so that we may have confidence in the day of judgment; because as He is, so also are we in this world” (1 John 4:16-17).
Love that obeys “…is the fulfillment of the law” (Romans 13:10).
Scripture leads us to understand that right standing with God is seen in lives that consistently bear GOOD fruit (Luke 8:15; Matthew 7:15-30; Galatians 5:22-23; Ephesians 5:7-10; and more). We are also told to “WORK OUT our salvation with fear and trembling” (Philippians 2:12). But in our day I hear more and more from people confessing Christ, being confronted with the word of God or with opportunity for self examination, spout out, “That’s legalistic!” Many reveal an attitude toward salvation in Christ that appears to believe obedience is not a necessary part of salvation and is unrelated to it.
I have, for all my days in ministry through writing and teaching, been used of God to call us – beginning with myself – to;
“test yourselves to see if you are in the faith; examine yourselves! …” (2 Corinthians 13:5).
“Be dressed in readiness, and keep your lamps lit” (Luke 12:35 ).
“prove yourselves doers of the word, and not merely hearers who delude themselves” (James 1:22).
It is my calling in Christ and He makes me fearless when it comes to the backlash that can come from the world, and most assuredly, from those who profess Christ.
Recently I’ve shared some things that come from Church of Christ bulletins that I found thought-provoking and worthy of consideration. The things that help me, I enjoy sharing in hopes that it will help others. Having shared many such items in my past, even from Chuch of Christ publications, I never dreamed of being told that an item was legalistic in its content. It came across to me as something said simply because it was linked to a Church of Christ publication.
Coupling that with the number of times that I’ve heard people say, “that’s legalistic,” when they are confronted with conviction, leads me to believe it is a man-made philosophy used to make ourselves feel righteous, and remove from ourselves any sense of the conviction that God may be putting upon us.
Conviction is from God. God does not condemn through false accusations and throwing forgiven sins we’ve turned away from practicing in our faces. The words of others will not bother us if we are walking in righteousness in the area of truth presented. To deny conviction without considering it before God, is to deny God. Things we do not want to face become an easy target for squelching with the blanket called “legalism”.
The choice I see is simple. We can continue to use the excuse of legalism as a way of separating ourselves, or we can choose to do business with God, find truth for our lives, and walk together in love’s unity. The important thing is that we find the truth of God, practice the repentance that proves unity with Him, bear fruit in keeping with righteousness, and walk together in love.
Jesus knows those who are His. Those He knows are the church. And those who are His reveal themselves through alignment with His righteousness. Let us choose to love God through Christ and be The Church.
This writing contains tons of scripture necessary as proof text. It also requires some introduction as to what brought me here, necessary for friends and family who read my posts. As a result, it may turn into a two or more days series. Please bear with me and hear God’s Word.
Before getting into why I am asking God this question and presenting it to you, I must share a bit of testimony about what is going on that has me asking this question, and where God has me at this time in my life.
I recently joined a local Church of Christ fellowship. Yes, I received baptism to do so, not because I believe I came to them as a lost soul. My life bears fruit in every area God’s word tells us proves our union and calls us to evaluate ourselves. I pass the test spoken of in 2 Corinthians 13:5-6.
After my baptism, I told them I will not deny the work of God’s Spirit that has grown me. To deny the spiritual growth I already have seems to me as blasphemous. I cannot do that. But I dug into baptism and learned a deeper truth concerning having a right heart in it. Convinced that I needed to make sure I had a right heart in the receiving of that baptism, I was baptized into this fellowship.
I’ve been baptized twice before in my life. The first was at the age of nine+, when I recognized Christ as Savior and my need of Him. It was in a fundamental Baptist church that believed a whole lot like the Church of Christ. Baptism was treated as a vital part of the steps of salvation. It is not done as some testimonial show, but is a vital part of entering into Christ’s death, burial, and resurrection to new life.
In my recent baptism, I realized just how much the first breath when coming out of that water is like the first breath of a new born babe. It is a vital part of rebirth, the receiving of new life with new breath that starts our journey into a life that is, in that instant, a clean slate, ready for new input. But I was young when I first received baptism, and it was long ago, so I cannot recall my heart attitude and level of understanding in it.
The second time was in my mid twenties. God was dealing with me on my level of commitment and degree of surrender to Him in my obedience to and trust level in Him as a disciple of Christ. Speaking with my pastor at the time, we decided that it would be a good thing for me to just make sure of my stance in Christ, by going through the steps of salvation, including baptism, with that full understanding of the commitment I was making in heart. Thus, I was baptized anew.
Still, with many years behind me, I could not recall if my attitude of heart was in line with my deepened understanding regarding the significance and importance of baptism to salvation. Desiring to make sure my heart was right and my baptism was done with full understanding of its importance to the salvation process and it’s significance, I walked into those cold, baptismal waters and made sure my commitment in Christ.
That little sidestep of testimony behind me, let’s return to my reason for going to the Church of Christ in the first place.
Since my husband‘s passing, I have felt very out of place in the church I was attending. I just did not feel like I belonged there in this new season. I missed Johnny, and I felt like it was not right being there without him. I was a square peg. Not knowing where to even begin to look for where God wanted me, I asked Him where I needed to start. He immediately brought to mind the Church of Christ.
Now, I did not just go with that thought. That is not my practice. First I called on friends to pray, then I got into God‘s word, and began to ask Him to confirm for me the word heard. In my daily reading, scriptures stood out to me, not only confirming that I was hearing God clearly, but instructing my heart in the purpose and heart attitude I was called to have on this journey. I was instructed to go with a humble and submissive heart toward God, having ears to hear with a listening heart, ready to be as the men of Berea, who did not just receive the word preached, but dug into the word of God to prove its truth.
So, I am immersing myself in the Word of God as I consider the teachings of the Church of Christ, digging into the scriptures to find truth. My heart cry is for truth. Most of what I am finding, I have long believed, and practiced. There is really not that much, so far, that I cannot stand in agreement with, from what I already know, believe, and practice. But there is still much study to do, as there are many areas that I question, especially end time beliefs.
And I ask questions. Right now I am digging into Ephesians, letting God teach me and show me all that He desires me to know. I started with Ephesians because my scripture focus for spiritual growth this year is in this book. I begin that focus by looking at it in context to the full thought process it flows from. As I draw near to the conclusion of my own study, I will dig into notes that were given to me by the preacher’s wife, from the preacher’s notes on the study of the New Testament at the church I attend, and see where we agree and where I need to ask questions.
This commitment to God’s calling will take time. God has called me to full immersion, so even when I miss in person fellowship because of sickness and the like, I do a Church of Christ service online. Lord willing, I will soon make a month long trip to my daughter’s, to be there for the birth of a granddaughter’s first child. Usually I would go with her to church, but I am fully committed to God in this season and will look for a Church of Christ fellowship to attend.
“So, Darlene,” you ask, “what brought you to the question at hand, “Is ‘legalism’ a manmade philosophy?” This piece is long already, so let’s start here in my next post.
“but from the fruit of the tree which is in the middle of the garden, God has said, ‘You shall not eat from it or touch it, or you will die.’ ” – Genesis 3:3 NASB1995
This is something that always catches my attention, because God did not tell Adam he couldn’t touch the tree or its fruit. Only not to eat its fruit (Genesis 2:16-17). This leaves me with the impression that Adam is the one who told Eve this rule. I can envision Adam, probably not having any understanding of death at this point, jerking Eve’s hand back as she reaches for a fruit from that fated tree, shouting, “No! God said to not eat from this tree. Don’t even touch it or you’ll die!” Eve, repeating what she was told, hints to the probability that she did not ask the Father about it for herself.
If Adam is the one who told Eve, and not God, I can see where that might have made her the easier prey for the serpent to approach. Seeing her with the fruit, having even eaten of it with no obvious consequences, would then have broken down Adam’s defenses.
When we embellish God’s word with incorrect emphasis, we open ourselves up to false understanding and become false teachers in the sharing of it. And when we fail to confirm what someone else tells us by going to God and His word for ourselves, we fall to sin in the practice of falsehood.
“So take care how you listen; for whoever has, to him more shall be given; and whoever does not have, even what he thinks he has shall be taken away from him.” – Luke 8:18 NASB1995
I pray God for us in this new year, for He is the source of all blessing and good to those who seek Him, trusting Him to see them through. When we choose to bless the Lord at all times, walking in His ways, growing in His Word, His praise continually in our mouths, we enter His presence and find His help in time of need.
May our souls make their boast in the Lord, humbly seeking Him through and in accordance to His Word. He hears and rejoices to help us in our need as we do.
O magnify the Lord with me, and let us exalt His name together. Seek the Lord as he calls us to, and He will answer, and deliver our hearts from fears. Looking to Him lifts our countenance and makes our souls radiant, our faces never needing to be ashamed as we follow closely to Him, keeping His Word.
We, who realize that we are poor without Him, seeking Him wholeheartedly in this way, can cry out to Him in our need, and find Him faithful to hear and save us out of all our troubles. Following through faith that trusts Him makes us strong to face hardship, walk through it, and see His good come out of it. His reputation is that He, the angel of the Lord, encamps around those who fear Him and He rescues them.
O taste and see that the Lord is good! How blessed are those who take refuge in Him. O fear the Lord, you His saints; for to those who fear Him there is no want. He satiates us and makes us content in every circumstance as we walk in reverence for Him. Young lions do lack of and suffer hunger; but we who seek the Lord shall not be in want of any good thing. These are truths I have walked in with ever growing understanding and fervor, every day for over 45 years. He has not let me down. Come join me. Let’s walk hand in hand together as family in Christ through 2024.
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